Struggles

   Happy Labor Day everyone who gets a day off today.  I did, but I think I'd rather have been working.  Probably for the holiday pay.  But I do also generally like my job.  Most of the time lol.
   I'm sure you've all noticed that I've been rather sparse on posts lately.  The reason is that I've been struggling a lot with my depression lately.  I won't bore you all with details, but some days it's all I can do to get up and get through the day.  Days that I don't cry are a special victory.  My doctor even double my anti-depressants a few weeks ago because things were getting so bad.
   So what does this mean for the blog?  It means that I'm going to continue to post sporadically as I have the energy.  I would love to post on a regular schedule, but right now that is too much for me.  I will be posting collections late or out of season for a bit.  This blog is supposed to be fun for me, a way to share my love of nail polish, and lately it hasn't been.  So I'm not going to force myself to post when I feel like I'm only doing it because I have to, not because I want to.  I'm hoping that will take some of the extra pressure I've been putting on myself off so that I can go back to enjoying blogging.  
   I've been putting too much pressure on myself in all aspects of my life, not just this blog.  I will be working on all of those aspects, but this is my starting point.  I truly appreciate all of you and hope you will stick with me through this rough patch.